The Razor

I thought and I was wrong
and thought that I was strong
I'm just an open wound
a gaping cut too big to hide
come and see the turmoil deep inside

I don't have the answers
my questions are meant to go without

I've spent some time here
I'm not sure if I like
but still I'm spending time here
But I could go when I feel it's time

I feel lonely, do you have this too?

I am surrounded
but what is this surrounding me
a veil, a wall
where is the exit
can I find it

I see familiar faces
changing places
a changing pace
a constant race
or am I the racer

I'd rather be the razor
that cuts through the veil
into what is intimate
I'll cut through my fear
and I am animate

I take a breath
exhale and see you
take a breath
exhale and see you